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I dig long intros.
in fact, i dig a lot of things. like coffee early in the morning, like cheesecake and chocolate and many things food, like tv (Gossip Girl, NBA, ANTM, etc), like swimming in a freezing pool at night, like shopping (i love everything about shopping. the queues for dressing rooms, the glam bags digging into my flesh, the Mocha iceblended halfway thru, the elbowing bitches for that last pair of patent leather flats, the soaking my feet after a tiring day.)
i never believed in that prince on a white horse bullshit, but am still a hopeless romantic. i devour trashy romance novels on stormy nights, and i catch every romcom i come across. my fave girl on the face of this planet, Kexin, is the only one who'll ever share my dirty wicked full-blown love fantasies.
Well as far as looks go i rank pretty average. Still i'd like a nose job, liposuction and longer legs if Santa's listening.
i'm shallow, i couldnt give a fuck about the papers, i couldnt give a fuck about religion, i only care that i get my Masters eventually.
i cant wait to graduate, and i am a piano geek. i am fluent in 3 languages, the third being Hokkien.
i think i'd like to be a lawyer, or an air stewardess, or a runway model. There's nothing wrong with dreaming big. im big on dreaming.
Oh, and although it may not seem like it, i am very sensitive to people's feelings. that means whatever i say or do, it's intentionally. still, i am brutally honest, especially when i get pissed. Oh, and i get pissed a lot.
My moods change so quickly they'd give you whiplash if ya dont know me well enough. i am increasingly spontaneous, that puts the fun back into life.
i overanalyse and i suspect i have a mild form of OCD. i really wouldnt wanna find that out for sure.
Besides that, i'd say im humorous outgoing and witty enough when im in the mood. i am extremely realistic, too. except for my fantasies, and those are strictly fantasies.
i think it's a shame for people to not love their family, or worse, deny it. I love my family.
Lastly, that's my fave camwhore expression up there. bet not many of u can manage smiling while your lips are downturned. It's called a smiling-pout, and i coined that.
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Monday, November 9, 2009,
9:08 PM
I am,
screwed like a cheap whore, and so scared, and so out of it, but i dont wanna hyperventilate tomorrow, although a panic attack is just waiting to strike, this is just a moment of weakness..... I could go on and on and on. I can't remember ever being so freaked by a measly exam. like ever. It is no comfort that perhaps just about everyone is as freaked.
You can't be more freaked than me.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009,
12:28 AM
So why do i try? I know i'm gon fall down.
Beautiful isnt it.
got to catch up on GG season 3. absolutely Hate the couple pairings 'sides Blair/Chuck. soon as MT ends there is so much to dooooooo~
Wednesday, October 14, 2009,
8:36 PM
Champagne wishes, caviar dreams?
I have my sights set on this one particular Gucci wallet and a leather backpack after an evening of online browsing and i just know Mom will have so much to say about it. It's one of the few things i just can never see eye to eye with her: she's always known I'm materialistic but if i can support my own splurges on my measly allowance, like who's she to comment? I know blah bleeping blah my money is her money, i think she can just stuff it cos it's not like I'm starving myself to save up for flashy stuff i dont need. Besides i always go for discounted stuff seeing as how i'm a student and i really don't give a shit if my purchases are last season. So getting anything branded and 30% off and sometimes even halfed and yet still in tip-top condition, is like a steal imo. Seriously.
Her fave few phrases to throw out at me: chao lao, ai mu xu rong, and her favourite waste money. Why waste money if it's money well-spent on soft leather and good quality merchandise? Why is she entitled to LV Burberry etc and that's not wasting money but just cos i'm a few decades younger i'm wasting money? Hate. I swear ima have a good talk with her about this. Like back the hell off about my spending. Tomorrow we're going on an Orchard spree and i just know her comments will never ever cease if i say, splurge a few hundred on a pretty wallet. I can already feel her nag-engine start up, you know revving and just humming to go.
I don't know how long she means for me to be content with like Zara Topshop Ms Selfridge etc but yknw what? Even Warehouse or Armani to her is way too ex for me, which is just... I mean, i'm just never gon sit around waiting for her to approve of my buying.
Damn it.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009,
8:13 PM
Screwed like a cheap whore. capitals, S, C and W.
tmr A maths and e. Geog. I have not started studying and i dont even know what's wrong with me, it's the absolute first time ive been so utterly UNmotivated. i have a theory though: Inertia. There's just no force pushing me, not even my horrific CA results that need serious pulling up, not even the fear of retaining (highly imposs?), not even getting grounded whole holidays (hole at home with romance books doesnt sound too bad)... Nothing.
looking forward to open field performance this Sunday, though it's just some lame ass thingy and i'm playing the shitty easy Cai hong. i cant believe i said 'lame ass thingy' btw.
looking forward to NBA season.
looking forward to guitar lessons aft exams, and looking forward to major splurjage 3-month Orchard-abstinence is taking its toll.
most of all looking forward to next year. hopefully it'll be even more mundane than this.
lmao, i am such a total geek.
Monday, September 28, 2009,
10:45 PM
I can think that we just carried on;
guess i'm Back for now.
my Sister is better than yours! Sixuan all the best for PSLE :D
when gap year, when Ivy league, when travel the world?
i cant stay put indefinitely, and yet there's no end in sight.
no matter what kinds of lousy grades i get, i need that MT A1 for real. if not how go under 10pt JC? how to go NUS?
and i really dont think my testimonial is at risk at all but just for the record, Mr Too is such a underhanded scheming little bastard. Damn it.
"you keep changing every year," You love to say in such a demeaning way.
"what of it?" People change. deal.
cant stand for this year to just End already. i have my life to get on with. gahhhhh Frustrated.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009,
9:01 PM
Some desert for your ears,
been watching Xing guang videos this whole afternoon. luv.
Olivia Ong,
Diya,
Zhiyang,
Aijia,
As a whole Spore did great which is awesomeeeee cos i think our entertainment rep out there sucks balls.
sexyfine, charming and a ton of cute thrown in.
this girl damn stylo-milo.
their no.1 Girl. this version is bombz.
& duets.
their no.1 Guy.
yep. Dunno how ima handle my exam schedule. need a attitude makeover seriously. How?
Thursday, August 20, 2009,
6:14 PM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009,
5:02 PM
Just take a bite, let me shake up your world!
you know how it is MCs make one day stretch out much longer even if you sleep til noon?
i have gotten exactly one piece of school hmw done, and am experiencing a bout of very mild melancholy which i am gonna blog off right now....
dont you ever feel, Like you need to steer your life going in a certain direction towards success and you know how to get there but ure not doing anything about it, like how i should totally be prepping for O level MT and i know how to go about it but am not getting started, amongst other things. Yep.
every year i tell myself: this is the year i am going to get some abs for myself! and lose the flabby thighs! and produce a Distinction for music, and HCL!
because, doing 50 sit-ups and push-ups, half an hour jogging, an hour practicing on the piano, an hour on Chinese, another hour for other homework, is perfectly manageable on top of ample novel and com time?
Very reasonable workload that never works out. because then i get my period or a pimple breakout, and i tell myself to cut me some slack.
WHY LIKE THIS? almost one year older soon, and I am still lazy, i still procrastinate way too often, and i am still getting fatter but not taller. Life sucks/
randomly: what is the big deal with birthdays? beats me.
Anyway, the other day Joey and i went over to Qiaoyi's house to learn violin and ive realised: false alarm, maybe i dont wanna learn violin anymore, not right now at least. The limitations are way too frustrating. a good wake-up call cos then i can finally look into guitar courses like ive wanted all along without a false detour. Still, we had quite some fun and just fyi i think i totally caught my cough from Joey Tay tsk.
I AM READING SO MUCH, really it amazes me. Avg of 3 novels/day now.
anyway MSNing with Salim is kinda enlightening, weirdly so. it opens my head so i feel all spacy and wise. LOL.
random Pix:
came across this i always miss you guys when are we going out again??????